Graveyard

It's crazy
when
The thing
you love the most
Is the detriment
let that sink in
You can think
again
When the hand
you want to hold
Is a weapon
and
You're nothin'
but skin
Oh 'cause
I keep
Digging myself
down deeper
I won't stop
till I get
Where you are
I keep running
I keep running
I keep running
They say I may
be making a mistake
I woulda
followed
All the way
no matter how far
I know
when you go
Down all
your darkest roads
I woulda
followed
All the way
to the graveyard
Oh 'cause
I keep
Digging myself
down deeper
I won't stop
till I get
Where you are
I keep running
When both my feet hurt
I won't stop
Till I get
where you are
Oh when
you go
Down all
your darkest roads
I woulda
followed
All the way
to the graveyard
You look at me
with eyes so dark
I don't know
how you even see
You push right
through me
It's getting real
you lock the door
You're drunk
at the steering wheel
And
I can't conceal
Oh 'cause
I've been
Digging myself
down deeper
I won't stop
till I get
Where you are
I keep running
I keep running
I keep running
They say I may
be making a mistake
I woulda
followed
All the way
no matter how far
I know
when you go
Down all
your darkest roads
I woulda
followed
All the way
to the graveyard
Oh 'cause
I keep
Digging myself
down deeper
I won't stop
till I get
Where you are
I keep running
When both my feet hurt
I won't stop
Till I get
where you are
Oh when
you go
Down all
your darkest roads
I woulda
followed
All the way
to the graveyard
Oh it's funny
how
The warning signs
can feel
Like
they're butterflies
Oh 'cause
I keep
Digging myself
down deeper
I won't stop
till I get
Where you are
I keep running
When both my feet hurt
I won't stop
Till I get
where you are
Oh when
you go
Down all
your darkest roads
I woulda
followed
All the way
to the graveyard

Nightmare

Now I lay me down
to sleep
I pray the Lord
my soul to keep
If I shall die
before I wake
I pray the Lord
my soul to take
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
I've tasted blood
and it is sweet
I've had the rug
pulled beneath my feet
I've trusted lies
and trusted men
Broke down
and put myself
Back together again
stared in the mirror
And punched it
to shatters
Collected
the pieces
And picked out
a dagger
I've pinched
my skin
In between
my two fingers
And wished
I could cut
Some parts off
with some scissors
Come on little lady
give us a smile
No I ain't got nothing
to smile about
I got no one
to smile for
I've waited
a while for
A moment
to say
I don't owe you
a godxamn thing
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
I'm no sweet
dream
But I'm a hell
of a night
That
I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a hell
of a night
No I won't
smile
But I'll show you
my teeth
And
I'ma let you speak
If you just
let me breathe
I've been
polite
But won't be caught
dead
Letting a man
tell me
What I should do
in my bed
Keep my exes in check
in my basement
'Cause kindness is
weakness
Or worse
you're complacent
I could play nice
or I could be a bully
I'm tired and angry
but somebody should be
Come on little lady
give us a smile
No I ain't got nothing
to smile about
I got no one
to smile for
I've waited
a while for
A moment
to say
I don't owe you
a godxamn thing
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
Someone like me can
be a real nightmare
Completely
aware
But I'd rather be
a real nightmare
Than die unaware
yes
Someone like me can
be a real nightmare
Completely
aware
But I'm glad
to be a real nightmare
So save me
your prayers
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
I I keep
a record
Of the wreckage
in my life
I gotta recognize
the weapon in my mind
They talk xhit
but I love it
Every time
and I realize
I'm no sweet
dream
But I'm a hell
of a night
That
I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a hell
of a night

Now Or Never

I don't wanna fight
right now
Know you always
right
Now I know I need you
'round with me
But nobody waitin'
'round with me
Been
through the ups
Yeah the ups
and the downs with me
Got a whole
lot of love
But you don't wanna
spread it
'Round with me
yeah
Never pick up
never call me
You know we're runnin'
out of time
Never pick up
when you want me
Now
I gotta draw a line
Baby I done done
enough talking
Need to know
that you're mine
Baby we done done
enough talking
Gotta be right now
right now
Baby gon' love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never
I want you to hold me
down down down
Down down down
down forever
Said you know
I wanna
Keep you around
'round forever
I want you to love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never
I'm turnin' off
the light right now
I'm callin' it
a night now
Wishin' you were
'round with me
But you're in a
different town than me
We've been
through it all
But you could never
spit it out for me
Tryna talk to a wall
but you could never
Tear it down for me
yeah
Never pick up
never call me
You know we're runnin'
out of time
Never pick up
when you want me
Now
I gotta draw a line
Baby I done done
enough talking
Need to know
that you're mine
Baby we done done
enough talking
Gotta be right now
right now
Baby gon' love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never
I want you to hold me
down down down
Down down down
down forever
Said you know
I wanna
Keep you around
'round forever
I want you to love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never

Yeah
draw the line up
Don't take
no more time up yeah
Make
your mind up
I need you to make
your mind up yeah
Draw
the line up
Don't take
no more time up
Baby you gotta decide
something let me know
Baby gon' love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never
I want you to hold me
down down down
Down down down
down forever
Said you know
I wanna
Keep you around
'round forever
I want you to love me
now now now
Now now now
now or never

SUGA's Interlude

I've been trying
all my life
To separate the time
in between
The having it all
and giving it up yeah
내 머릿속엔 파란색만
가득한 이 방황
자기혐오들과 자만이
내 마음속에 살아
꿈이 가득한 난 자라
모든 꿈을 이뤘건만
꿈은 꿈으로만
간직하는 게
더 낫지라는
생각을
동시에 하며
살아가고 있지
내 도약은
추락이 아니기를
너의 신념 노력 믿음
욕심들은
추악이 아님임을
믿어
해가 뜨기 전 새벽은
무엇보다 어둡지만
네가 바란 별들은
어둠 속에서만
뜬다는 걸
절대 잊지 마
I've been trying
all my life
To separate the time
in between
The having it all
and giving it up yeah
I wonder
what's in store
If I don't love it
anymore
I'm stuck
between
The having it all
and giving it up yeah
가끔은 내가
걷고 있는 게 맞는지
하염없이
터널 끝을 향해 달리면
뭐가 또 있을는지
맞긴 한지
내가 바라던 미래와는
솔직히 다른 거지
상관없지
이제는 생존의 문제
어찌 됐든 상관없지
yeah yeah
네가 바란 것들과는
다를지 몰라
네가 살아가는 것도
사랑하는 것도
변할지 몰라
that's true
Yeah
so are you gonna move
꾸물거리기엔
우린 아직 젊고 어려
부딪쳐 보자고
so what you gonna do
I've been trying
all my life
To separate the time
in between
The having it all
and giving it up yeah
I wonder
what's in store
If I don't love it
anymore
I'm stuck
between
The having it all
and giving it up yeah

Without Me

Found you when
your heart was broke
I filled your cup
until it overflowed
Took it so far
to keep you close
I was
afraid
To leave you
on your own
I said I'd catch you
if you fall
And if they laugh
then xuck 'em all
And then I got you
off your knees
Put you right back
on your feet
Just so you could take
advantage of me
Tell me how's it feel
sittin' up there
Feeling
so high
But too far away
to hold me
You know
I'm the one who
Put you up there
name in the sky
Does it ever
get lonely
Thinking you could
live without me
Thinking you could
live without me
Baby
I'm the one who
Put you up there
I don't know why
Thinking you could
live without me
Live
without me
Baby
I'm the one who
Put you up there
I don't know why
Gave love
'bout a hundred tries
Just
running
From the demons
in your mind
Then I took yours
and made 'em mine
I didn't
notice
'Cause
my love was blind
Said I'd catch you
if you fall
And if they laugh
then xuck 'em all
And then I got you
off your knees
Put you right back
on your feet
Just so you could take
advantage of me
Tell me how's it feel
sittin' up there
Feeling
so high
But too far away
to hold me
You know
I'm the one who
Put you up there
name in the sky
Does it ever
get lonely
Thinking you could
live without me
Thinking you could
live without me
Baby
I'm the one who
Put you up there
I don't know why
Thinking you could
live without me
Live
without me
Baby
I'm the one who
Put you up there
I don't know why yeah
You don't have to say
just what you did
I already know
I had to go
And find out
from them
So tell me
how's it feel
Tell me how's it feel
sittin' up there
Feeling
so high
But too far away
to hold me
You know
I'm the one who
Put you up there
name in the sky
Does it ever
get lonely
Thinking you could
live without me
Thinking you could
live without me
Baby
I'm the one who
Put you up there
I don't know why